Live House
Backstage
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Ken

Alright, go show them what you've got!

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An, Kohane, Akito & Toya

We will!!

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Akito

Alright, let's begin our debrief.

We'll start like always by talking about what we could've done better.

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Kohane

Okay, so... I feel like we could've done a slightly better job today of building up anticipation during the pre-chorus...

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Toya

...

A few months later
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Kohane

Phew...

Another exhausting day.

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An

Tell me about it!

I'm probably gonna collapse on my bed when I get home.

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Kohane

Hehe. I know the feeling.

Like when you start nodding off while drying your hair after taking a nice bath.

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An

Exactly!

Then you sleep like a log, and all of a sudden you open your eyes and it's morning.

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Kohane

In that sense, our lifestyle's been really hectic lately.

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Kohane

But...

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Kohane

I can't thank your dad enough, An.

I've been having a lot of fun improving so much.

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Kohane

An... I promise to try harder.

So that we can surpass RAD WEEKEND together.

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An

...

*Nod*

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Kohane

Oh no! The light's about to turn red!

See you later, An!

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An

Okay!

Get home safe!

An's Room
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An

*Sigh*

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An

(What am I doing...?)

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An

(Ever since that day, I've been trying to figure out what to do about these feelings.)

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An

(But it happened again today...)

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Kohane

An... I promise to try harder.

So that we can surpass RAD WEEKEND together.

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An

(I couldn't genuinely smile back at her...)

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An

(I couldn't...look her in the eye...)

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An

(I can't let things go on like this...)

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An

(But what am I supposed to do...?)

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Luka

Why don't you just tell her everything?

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An

(Tell her...)

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An

(But if I did that...)

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An

A message? But it's so late...

Who's it from...?

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An

Huh?

Thirty minutes later
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An

He should be somewhere around... Aha!

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An

Toya!

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Toya

Sorry, Shiraishi.

I know it's late.

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An

No, that's totally fine!

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An

But what are you doing out so late?

We could've talked after practice, you know?

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Toya

I wasn't sure it was the best time to do it.

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Toya

I was hoping we could talk when neither Akito nor Azusawa were around.

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An

Huh?

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Toya

The truth is, there's something I realized I have to say to you regarding the problem you told us about a few months ago.

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An

...!

Do you mean...?!

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Toya

Remember what Luka suggested when you talked to us? She said that you may want to try telling Azusawa what you've been feeling...

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Toya

But you chose not to.

Are you with me so far?

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An

Uh... Yeah.

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Toya

I couldn't get the way you looked that time out of my head.

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Toya

Because it reminded me of someone else.

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An

It did...?

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Toya

Yes.

I wasn't sure...until now.

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Toya

But you're repeating the same mistake.

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Toya

The one I made when I tried to leave BAD DOGS.

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An

What?

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Toya

That time, I tried to leave without actually telling Akito how I felt.

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Toya

I was afraid of telling him that I didn't have a big dream like he did. I was afraid of telling him the truth.

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Toya

Because...

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Toya

I was afraid of disappointing him.

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Toya

I agreed to chase after his dream as his partner, so I didn't want to let him down... I was afraid of what he'd say.

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An

You were afraid...?

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Toya

Don't you feel the same way, Shiraishi...?

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An

Um...

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Toya

I have the feeling that you're afraid of what Azusawa is going to say if you decide to tell her the truth.

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An

(I'm afraid...?)

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An

(Is that what's been going on with me...?)

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An

(Have I been...?)

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An

...

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An

Yeah, you might be right.

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An

When you put it all together like that, it becomes obvious that I've been super scared.

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Toya

...

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An

Which means...

I'm also afraid of letting Kohane down.

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An

I mean...

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An

Every time she looks my way, her eyes sparkle.

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An

Plus, she always talks about how exciting the way I sing is, that I'm really cool... And how she looks up to me.

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An

But... I'm none of those things.

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An

I'm really just scared and weak... More than I realized...

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An

I know I just have to keep trying, but every time I hear Kohane sing, it brings back that anxiety...

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Toya

Shiraishi...

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An

I'm pretty sure that Kohane won't feel disappointed or anything after she sees the real me.

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An

I have a feeling that she'll say she still looks up to me regardless of who I really am.

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An

Which means I'm getting all scared over nothing.

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An

But...

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An

I don't want things to be that way.

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An

I don't want Kohane to see how lame I really am. I don't want her to know.

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An

I want her to genuinely believe in me...

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An

Which is why... I don't want to tell her anything.

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An

When I said how I didn't want to tell her...

It wasn't really for her sake.

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An

I was just...trying to protect myself...

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Toya

I understand what you're saying.

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Toya

The more someone means to you, the greater the fear of disappointing them becomes.

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Toya

Which is why I also hid what I was feeling.

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Toya

However...

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Toya

I only felt like I was Akito's real partner after I told him the truth.

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Toya

Yes, the thought of disappointing someone is scary.

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Toya

But telling them the truth can lead to new doors opening.

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Toya

At least, that's what I believe.

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An

Toya...

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An

...

Okay.

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An

Thanks.

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An

Give me some time to think.

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An

About how I'm going to tell Kohane everything.

Next Chapter: Our Bout Begins