Kanade's Room
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Mizuki

<It's so quiet without Enanan here...>

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Kanade

<It is...>

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Mizuki

<Is she really gonna be okay...?>

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Mafuyu

<...>

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Kanade

<Oh...!>

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Mizuki

<Huh? Whoa!

Miku, what's up?!>

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Miku

<Please come to SEKAI...>

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Mafuyu

<Huh?>

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Mizuki

<Does that mean... Enanan?!>

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Kanade

<...!>

Empty SEKAI
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Kanade

Ena...

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Mizuki

Ena! Are you okay?!

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Ena

I am. I'm sorry for making you worry so much...

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Ena

And thank you for the song, Kanade...

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Kanade

You're welcome. I was hoping you'd hear it...

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Mizuki

Kanade made that song just for you, Ena. She just knocked the melody and stuff out crazy fast by getting into the zone or something!

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Kanade

I needed her to hear it as soon as possible so...

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Ena

I see...

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Ena

Your songs really are nice and gentle...

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Ena

It felt so warm and made my heart sink a little, but I immediately got that you wanted to get those feelings across...

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Kanade

I'm glad...

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Kanade

I want you to draw something for this song, Ena...

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Kanade

I want to see how you visualize it and what you'll make...

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Ena

...

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Ena

I... I want to draw too...

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Ena

But I'm scared...

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Kanade

Scared...?

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Ena

No matter how much I draw, no one recognizes my art. It didn't feel like I was doing anything at all...

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Ena

I thought that my art was being appreciated since they were a part of these songs but...

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Ena

In the end, no one acknowledges my art unless it has music attached to it. No one cares unless I say that I'm the artist for N25...

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Kanade

I didn't realize...

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Ena

My father even told me a while back that I don't have any talent...

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Ena

I was so frustrated by that and I kept on drawing to prove him wrong...

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Ena

But it's just like he said. I really don't have any talent. I really won't get any recognition...

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Ena

And if that's the case, then there's no point in me drawing anymore...

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Ena

No, that's not true...

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Ena

But I hate myself for thinking that.

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Ena

I hate the part of me that can't draw unless they get some sort of attention...!

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Mizuki

Ena...

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Mizuki

You say that you don't have any talent, Ena, but I don't think so...

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Ena

I don't need your pity...

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Mizuki

That's not what this is! Your dad or these others may not acknowledge your art, but at the very least, I like what you draw.

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Ena

...

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Kanade

I agree...

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Kanade

And I don't believe that you're the kind of person that needs recognition in order to draw, Ena.

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Ena

Huh?

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Kanade

That's why I was drawn to your art.

That's why I asked you to join N25...

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Kanade

If you need acknowledgement from someone, then I'll do just that.

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Kanade

N25 needs you, Ena. It needs your art.

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Mizuki

Yeah! We're the ones that really appreciate you as an artist!

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Mizuki

Right, Mafuyu?

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Mafuyu

...

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Mafuyu

Is there something wrong with wanting to be appreciated?

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Ena

Huh?

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Mizuki

M-Mafuyu...?!

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Mafuyu

Why do you hate the part of you that wants attention?

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Ena

Because...

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Mafuyu

If no one acknowledges or recognizes you now, just keep drawing until someone does.

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Mafuyu

We have to keep creating what we do anyway so...

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Ena

...

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Ena

Why do you make it sound so easy?

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Ena

But yeah.

You're right.

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Ena

Sigh...

My head was a complete mess, huh?

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Ena

I'll try drawing something. I don't know if it'll be any good, but I'll try.

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Kanade

Ena...!

Ena's Room
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Ena

Sigh...

Wow, my room's a mess.

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Ena

I'd like to draw now, but cleaning up might have to come first.

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Ena

And getting my paint cleaned and sorted is gonna be such a pain. Everything else is all over the place too.

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Ena

Well, I can start by getting them back on the shelf and...

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Ena

Huh? This is... My old sketch book?

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Ena

I haven't seen this in ages. It's from back in elementary school.

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Ena

Wow, I used to be terrible. I guess I just learned to wet wash, but the paper is all bent out of shape now.

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Ena

And this was when I decided to become an artist...

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Ena

(But now... I'm different from that girl with her head in the clouds.)

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Ena

Hey, little me... Is it really okay for me to keep drawing like this?

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