A few minutes later
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Kanade

*Sigh*

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Rin

<Feel better, Kanade?>

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Kanade

Yes, thank you...

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Mizuki

<Thank goodness! Man, you had us worried there for a second. We were all working and then we heard this big thud!>

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Ena

<I thought my heart was gonna stop when I heard that you'd collapsed, Kanade.>

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Kanade

Oh... I-I'm sorry...

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Mizuki

<Rin and Mafuyu told us everything earlier.>

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Mizuki

<The song you're composing really has you stuck, huh?>

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Kanade

Oh...

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Mizuki

<We can't really give you any advice when it comes to composing music...>

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Mizuki

<But if there's something else bothering you, we'd like it if you could tell us.>

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Ena

<Yeah. Telling us might help clear your head and make way for some good ideas.>

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Kanade

...

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Kanade

Right...

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Kanade

I'm struggling to capture it...

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Kanade

The warmth Mafuyu felt.

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Ena

<You're struggling to capture it, huh...>

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Ena

<Can you tell us exactly why you feel that way?>

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Kanade

So, I realized something after hearing that story and talking to Mafuyu's dad...

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Kanade

The warmth Mafuyu felt when having those apple slices was an expression of her mom's love...

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Kanade

I've been trying to work that into this song...

But it hasn't been going very well.

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Ena

<I see...>

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Mizuki

<Still, that's really surprising.

I feel like you'd have no trouble capturing that.>

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Kanade

...

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Rin

<Do you know what's causing this, Kanade?>

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Kanade

I had a dream just now...

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Kanade

It was about Mafuyu being taken somewhere by her mom.

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Mizuki

<What...?>

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Kanade

That was when I realized...

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Kanade

I'm having trouble composing this song because I still don't entirely trust her.

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Ena

<You don't trust her?>

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Kanade

*Nod*

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Kanade

In Mafuyu's memories of her, as well as the story Mr. Asahina told me... She's a devoted, and deeply loving person.

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Kanade

But...

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Kanade

When I'm composing...

I keep being reminded of the coldness I felt when I actually met her.

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Rin

<Oh...>

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Kanade

I think that's what's getting in the way of me fully realizing that warmth they talked about.

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Kanade

As a result, I've spent all this time running around in circles...

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Kanade

I just can't align the person they remember with the person I spoke to...

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Ena

<...>

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Ena

<I kinda get what you mean, Kanade.>

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Ena

<I haven't talked to her in person like you, Kanade, but I have over the phone... And even from that, I could hardly believe a word of what Mafuyu was telling us earlier.>

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Mizuki

<And Kanade, you've been doing so much to protect Mafuyu all this time.>

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Mizuki

<Maybe that's helped widen this gap you're feeling.>

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Kanade

...

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Ena

<But if you think about it...>

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Ena

<It's completely normal for you to feel that way, isn't it?>

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Kanade

Huh...?

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Ena

<I mean, how you see someone can be totally different from the way others view them.>

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Ena

<And of course, understanding how someone else sees something isn't as simple as just hearing a few stories from them.>

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Ena

<At least, that's my experience.>

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Mizuki

<Yeah, you might be right...

And we're talking about a person's family here.>

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Mizuki

<Some people can only act a certain way when they're with their families, you know? Others don't get to see that behavior...>

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Mizuki

<We have no way of knowing what happens behind closed doors. The good and the bad.>

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Kanade

T-True...

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Kanade

(They're both right...)

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Kanade

(I don't think there's any way to make the way Mafuyu sees her mom align perfectly with how I picture her.)

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Kanade

(But unless I find some way to do it, I won't ever be able to finish this song...)

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Kanade

(Is that even possible...?)

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Kanade

(I mean...)

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Ena

<Hey, Kanade?>

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Ena

<At this point, I feel that all you can do is go and see for yourself.>

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Kanade

What?

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Ena

<If I were you, I wouldn't be happy with whatever it is that I made unless I solved the puzzle you're dealing with first.>

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Ena

<So, I think you should go, see for yourself... And then put that sensation, whatever you find, into your song.>

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Kanade

Oh...

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Ena

<That might help bring your vision closer to Mafuyu's. Or, it could make things even harder for you...>

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Ena

<But as long as you don't know for sure, I don't think you'll be able to move from where you are now.>

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Kanade

I agree...

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Kanade

Honestly, I didn't want to learn any more than I had to about Mafuyu's mom.

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Kanade

Because I was so convinced that we'd never see eye to eye. I felt that I didn't have to make an effort to understand her...

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Kanade

But...

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Kanade

That won't be enough.

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Kanade

I can't compose based on information that I don't have. It's impossible for me to turn a feeling I don't hold within myself into sound.

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Kanade

That's how things have always been for me...

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Ena

<Kanade...>

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Kanade

Which is why...

I feel that I should get to know Mafuyu's mom better.

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Rin

<You're looking a lot better already, Kanade.>

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Kanade

*Nod*

I'm sorry for making you worry so much, Rin.

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Rin

<No, that's okay. Anyway, good luck.>

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Kanade

Thank you.

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Kanade

Then, I'll contact Mafuyu's mom now and...

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Ena

<What?! Now?! Are you crazy?!

You need to keep resting!!>

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Kanade

Oh, right...

But sleeping feels like such a waste.

I want to keep working on...

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Ena

<Are you still there, Mafuyu?! Get in here and put Kanade to bed already!>

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Mafuyu

What was that?

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Kanade

Oh, Mafuyu...

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Mafuyu

I heard Ena shouting just now.

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Ena

<Kanade said she's gonna keep working on that song! She needs to take it easy for the rest of the day!!>

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Mafuyu

...!

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Mafuyu

Is that true, Kanade?

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Kanade

U-Uhh...

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Mafuyu

I said I don't want you to push yourself so hard, didn't I?

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Kanade

I-I'm sorry.

I promise to spend today resting.

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Kanade

I'm really sorry, Mafuyu...

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Mafuyu

About what?

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Kanade

About not being able to properly compose this song.

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Kanade

I want to know more...

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Kanade

About you and your mom.

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Kanade

Once I do...once I have a grasp on that warmth, I know I'll be able to do it right.

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Kanade

So, please bear with me for a bit longer.

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Mafuyu

Kanade...

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Mafuyu

...

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Mafuyu

I...

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Kanade

What?

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Mafuyu

I also want to know more.

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Mafuyu

I'm scared, but...

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Mafuyu

I want to see if what I felt was real.

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Kanade

Mafuyu...

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Kanade

Okay. Then, let's go find out together.

Next Chapter: Resolve