*Sigh*

(Talk about a surprise. I didn't expect to bump into An there.)

(But I guess it's not that unlikely or anything...)

...

(Still, I can't help but feel jittery.)

(Am I that worried about the others learning about who I am...?)

(But I wouldn't mind if it's them...)

(I talked to some of my classmates about it when we started high school, so it's already out there.)

(Li'l Bro and Toya probably don't know, but even if they did...)

Oh...

(Is this about “them”?)

(Am I afraid of what'll happen if everyone in N25 were to find out...?)

(If...)

(If they did learn about me, what'll happen?)

(They'll...)

(They'll accept me for who I am, and nothing will change, right?)

(Yeah, and we'll be able to keep making music like...)

...

(No, the past doesn't matter right now.)

(The others are nicer than that.

They'll be more willing to understand.)

(I know that. I sincerely believe that...)

(But I can't calm myself down...)

(If I do tell them and can't go back to the way things were, I...)

I...

(Oh, it's 25:00 already...?)

(I need to go on Nightcord.

The others are probably waiting...)

(But...)

<Sorry. I don't feel great, so I'm gonna go to bed.>

(Now would be a bad time...)

(If I did log on, Ena would start asking me a bunch of questions.)

(I don't think I can deal with that right now...)

Oh...

<Okay.>

<Rest well, Amia.>

<Are you sure you're okay?

It's been pretty chilly lately, so dress warm when you sleep, okay?>

You guys...

...

(I have to tell them.

They need to know about me.)

(Because that's just who I am.)

(It's not like I have to prove this to anyone...)

(But...)

(Not telling them is making me feel worse and worse.)

(It's like I'm pulling one over on the people I care about...)

(Why...?)

(Why is it so hard for me to just be me...?)

(It's morning already...?)

(Geez, I stayed up through the night...?)

Forget it...

(No matter how much I think about it, I won't actually be able to control what happens.)

(I'm way too focused on the present even though I know that they'll find out eventually.)

(Yeah, I should be having fun right now instead of dwelling on this.)

(Just keep having fun...)

Right. Okay...

Everything's gonna be just fine now...