Saki's Room
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But what kind of song would resonate the most with the crowd at that live house...?

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Saki

Hmm...

Everyone there seemed totally different from what we're used to...

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(And Shiho said how they were all really calm before the show started instead of being all amped up or excited.)

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Saki

What if I tried a quick search on PicShare? Maybe that'll give me a clue as to what they're like...

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Saki

Let's see... I'll try typing the name of that live house into the search bar...

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Saki

Hey, I got a ton of hits!

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And everyone's posted comments on their profile page about the shows they've seen and songs they've heard.

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<I felt really lonely for a few months after moving to Tokyo since I didn't know anybody here, but this venue helped cheer me. All the bands here that play music that really hits home with me.>

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<I was so bored spending another day home alone, but I felt much better after seeing a show here.>

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Saki

Wait, they're all sort of saying the same thing. Is this a place for people to go if they're feeling lonely...?

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Saki

If that's the case, it's no wonder my song didn't really work for them...

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Saki

I mean, if I was feeling down and out, I wouldn't want someone blasting something that's upbeat and really in my face.

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Saki

So, I should try writing something that someone in their shoes would want to hear...?

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Saki

How should I reach out to them?

By saying, “You're not alone”...?

Or getting a better understanding of their loneliness...

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Saki

Hmm...

Understanding their loneliness...

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Saki

That reminds me of when...

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Saki

Yeah, we engaged with their situation when we wrote that song for them.

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Them having to part ways was sad, but we wanted them to know that they'd be smiling again down the road.

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I mean, that's what we genuinely believed. It was our way of showing them our support. We wanted to let them know that we'd be there watching over them...

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Oh...

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Saki

That's the only song that Saku seemed sort of okay with...

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Saki

What if that wasn't because we wrote it for someone specific...

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Saki

What if it's because we really made an effort to understand their loneliness...?

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That might be it...

Saku's songs also had the same feel.

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Like when you're all alone on a cold day but feel this warmth after holding hands with someone...

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Saki

Yeah. That must be why everyone was so moved by Saku's songs...

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Saki

Which means...

I should try to write a song that says, “I know you're lonely”...!

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Saki

Okay, I think I have a clear picture now! Let's give it a try!

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The song we wrote for Hanano and her brother was about their loneliness after having to go their separate ways...

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Saki

So, I'll try expressing that in a different way this time. I can try exploring what it's like when someone's all alone...

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Saki

All alone...

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Nurse

Don't worry, Saki.

I'll be right by your side tomorrow.

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Junior High School Saki

Okay...

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Junior High School Saki

(Another test tomorrow...)

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Junior High School Saki

(I have to do a few every month... But I really wish they'd stop since it always hurts...)

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Junior High School Student A

Haha!

The teacher was so funny that time!

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Junior High School Saki

Oh...

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Junior High School Saki

(It's the kids from the school nearby...)

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Junior High School Student A

Also, I can't wait for the school trip.

We should try sneaking out at night or something!

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Junior High School Student B

But we'll get in big trouble if the teachers catch us.

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Junior High School Student C

We won't get caught as long as we're quiet. We can grab some ice cream and hang out together!

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Junior High School Saki

They look my age...

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Junior High School Saki

The school trip.

I wish I could go... With Ichi and everyone...

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Junior High School Saki

(When's the last time I actually got to hang out with them...?)

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Junior High School Saki

(I wanna chat more and go on trips with them...)

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Junior High School Student A

Let's have lots of fun and create a lot of memories together!

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Junior High School Student B & C

Yeah!

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Junior High School Saki

No fair...

They look like they're having so much fun...

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Saki

Yeah... Things weren't easy then...

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Saki

As much as I wanted to be with everyone else, I couldn't...

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Saki

Alright, I'll try to reach out to them by expressing how I felt back then...!

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Saki

So, here we go!

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Saki

The first verse can be about feeling lonely... I can try giving the chorus an uplifting sound, and the third verse will be like...

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Saki

...

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Saki

Hm...?

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Saki

I thought I had a clear idea as to what to do... But at this rate, the finished product might not be very good...

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Saki

It feels... Superficial?

Why is that?

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Saki

I'll keep trying a little more...!

The next day
Rehearsal Studio
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Saki

(*Sigh*

I came up with a bunch of ideas, but none of them really made me go, “Eureka!”)

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Honami

Is everything okay, Saki...?

You seem awfully tired. Did you not get enough sleep last night...?

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Saki

Huh? Y-Yeah!

I'm totally fine, Hona!

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Ichika

Sorry! Thanks for waiting!

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Saki

Hey, Ichi!

Hope your class rep meeting went okay♪

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Shiho

Alright, now that we're all here, let's do our debrief for yesterday's show.

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Honami

Okay!

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Shiho

As I mentioned yesterday, we need to work on both our music and how we perform on stage.

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Shiho

Which is why I'd like for us to focus on both heading into our next show.

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Saki

Right...

I thought a lot about what to do in terms of our music...

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Saki

If we want to reach the people at that live house, I think we need to come up with a song that really shows that we understand why they're feeling lonely...

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Ichika

Understanding why they feel lonely...

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Shiho

I get what you're trying to say, but what exactly led you to this...?

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Saki

So, I tried remembering what everyone there looked like and even did a quick search on PicShare. Based on the results I saw, I discovered that a lot of people who go there are ones who feel pretty lonely.

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And I asked myself, “What kind of song would hit home with them?” That's how I arrived at really trying to understand what they're feeling.

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Ichika

I see...

You started with getting a feel for their mood.

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Shiho

Yeah, Saki might be right.

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Shiho

The reason they all liked anemone so much may've been because of that.

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Saki

You think so too, Shiho?!

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Saki

That's why I wanna try writing a song that has the same sort of effect!

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Saki

But I'm having trouble actually doing that...

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Ichika

Hehe. To be fair, Saki, you don't usually write somber songs.

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Saki

Hehe. That's because writing bright and cheerful songs makes me feel really happy!

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Honami

But the song you wrote for Hanano and her brother sort of had a somber tone, so I'm sure you'll figure this out.

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Saki

...!

Thanks, Hona!

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Saki

I also thought a lot about how or why we were able to write that song for Hanano and her brother.

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This is just my hunch...

But I think it's because their situation reminded me of what I went through way back when and wanted to show them my support somehow.

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Honami

What you went through way back when?

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Saki

Yeah...

When I couldn't see any of you and felt really lonely...

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Saki

I wanted to cheer past me up by saying, “It's gonna be okay!”

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Ichika

Saki...

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Shiho

...

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Saki

H-Huh?

What's wrong?

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Shiho

I'm sorry...

For not visiting you more back then.

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Honami

It must've been so hard being all alone...

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Saki

(Oh no...!)

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Saki

Th-That's okay because you're all here now! We're in a band together and I couldn't be happier!

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Ichika

That may be true, but...

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Saki

You don't need to apologize!

I'm okay now, really!

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Honami

Okay...

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Shiho

If you say so...

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Saki

Hey, turn those frowns upside down!

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Saki

Again, I'm totally fine because you're all literally right here with me! We can chat whenever and I can hug you all like this!

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Honami

Hehe. You're so warm, Saki.

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Shiho

Y-You're squeezing too tight.

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Saki

Hehe!

You too, Ichi! C'mere!

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(They're all smiling again. Thank goodness...)

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(And I'm so glad that we're able to be together like this...)

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Saki

Oh no!

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Honami

Wh-What's wrong?

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Saki

“It's okay because we're together now”...

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Saki

What if I tried working something like that into my song?!

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Shiho

Oh, I see...

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Ichika

Yeah, I like it.

It's very you, Saki.

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Honami

I agree, and I have a feeling that we'll put on a much better performance if we know we're doing it for your past self.

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Saki

Yeah...!

I should be able to write a really good song now...!

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Saki

Thanks for talking things out with me! I'm gonna start working on it right away after I get home!

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Shiho

Talking things out?

To be honest, you did most of the talking just now.

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Ichika

But I'm glad we could help.

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Honami

Hehe. We're very much looking forward to hearing your new song, Saki!

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Saki

*Nod*

Thanks, everyone!

Next Chapter: Dissonant Feelings