Mafuyu's Room
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Mafuyu

(This isn't good...)

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Mafuyu

(Lately, my head...

Has been feeling so heavy. I'm struggling to fall asleep...)

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Mafuyu

(It's 25:00...)

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Mafuyu

(The others are probably working right now...)

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Mafuyu

(Since I can't sleep, I can work on my lyrics on my phone...)

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Mafuyu

(Oh, I left it on my desk...

I need to go get it...)

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Mafuyu

(It's too dark. I can't see...

Where's my phone...?)

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Mafuyu

(Oh, my phone...)

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Mafuyu

...!

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Mafuyu

(That sound... Mom...?)

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Mafuyu's Mother

Mafuyu...?

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Mafuyu's Mother

...

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Mafuyu's Mother

Was that my imagination...?

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Mafuyu

...

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Mafuyu

(She worried about me, right...?)

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Mafuyu

(Mom's just looking out for...)

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Ena

<She threw away something that meant a lot to you, right?>

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Ena

<That's like her saying your real thoughts and feelings belong in the trash! Am I wrong...?!>

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Ena

<You need to show her that you're mad...

Because if you don't, she's gonna smash you to pieces!>

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Mafuyu

(No...)

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Mafuyu

(Mom... She just...!)

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Mafuyu

(Huh? A message...?)

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Mafuyu

Mizuki...?

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Mizuki's Message

<Sorry, I know it's late.

But I wanna talk to you about something.>

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Mizuki's Message

<Can you meet with me sometime soon?

I'm hoping that we can talk in person.>

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Mafuyu

(In person...?)

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Mafuyu

(But I have club activities when I don't have cram school. And on the days when I do have to go to cram school...)

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Mizuki's Message

<We can meet whenever you're free by the way! Still, I do sorta want to see you sooner rather than later...>

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Mizuki's Message

<There's something I need to tell you.>

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Mafuyu

...

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Mizuki

She still hasn't replied...

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Mizuki

Uh oh... What if her phone got taken away...?

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Mizuki

Oh, she responded!

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Mafuyu's Message

<I can meet tomorrow after school.>

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Mizuki

...!

Awesome!

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Mizuki

<Thanks, Yuki!

Then, I'll meet you out in front of the station!>

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Mizuki

All set...!

The next day
After school
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Mizuki

(It's almost time...)

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Mizuki

Oh!

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Mizuki

Mafuyu! Over here!

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Mafuyu

Mizuki...

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Mizuki

Thanks for agreeing to meet with me today! So, how much time do you have to spare...?

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Mafuyu

Until cram school ends, so I'd say until nine...

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Mizuki

Wait, until cram school ends...?

Does that mean you're skipping?

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Mizuki

Are you sure about that?

What if your mom finds out...?

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Mafuyu

It's okay. They don't call home or anything whenever I'm not there...

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Mafuyu

But...

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Mizuki

But?

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Mafuyu

I randomly ran into my dad the other day...

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Mafuyu

So, I'm a little worried that he might find out...

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Mizuki

Okay...

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Mizuki

Then, let's move somewhere else before we talk.

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Mafuyu

Thank you...

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Mizuki

No problem!

There's actually somewhere I've been planning to check out!

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Mafuyu

Huh...?

SpoJoy Park
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Mizuki

Alright, here we are!

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Mafuyu

Wait, this is...

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Mizuki

SpoJoy Park!

Remember? It's where Kanade and Ena went that other time! I've been wanting to go ever since!

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Mizuki

So, Mafuyu, what do you wanna do first?!

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Mafuyu

What do I want to do...?

I thought we were going to talk today...

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Mizuki

Yeah, but you've been studying nonstop lately. It's important to take breaks from time to time, right?

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Mizuki

Plus, Kanade and the others said they had a lot of fun! I'm sure we'll feel refreshed after we move our bodies around a little!

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Mizuki

Oh, Mafuyu, do you know how to rollerblade?

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Mafuyu

I roller skated some when I was little...

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Mizuki

Great!

Then, we can try it together!

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Mizuki

Whoa, Mafuyu!

You're really good!

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Mafuyu

I am...?

Rolling forward doesn't seem all that difficult...

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Mizuki

Hahaha!

Kanade would probably feel awful if you told her that!

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Mizuki

Anyway, since you seem fine, let's have a race! The last one to that side has to buy the winner a drink!

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Mafuyu

But I'm not thirsty.

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Mizuki

What?! No, wait!

That means you think you're gonna win, right?!

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Mizuki

But I'm no slouch!

So, ready... Go!

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Mizuki

Whoa, nice! That's three panels back to back! Why are you so good at this...?!

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Mafuyu

It may be because we played softball during P.E. the other day...

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Mafuyu

You can have the drink I won since you won during our race...

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Mizuki

Wait, are you sure?

I mean, I feel pretty bad about jumping the gun back there...

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Mafuyu

I'd rather you have it since it'll actually taste good to you.

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Mafuyu

Anyway, about what you wanted to talk to me...

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Mizuki

Yeah...

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Mizuki

But are you sure you don't wanna keep doing more stuff?

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Mafuyu

...?

I thought you asked to meet with me because...

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Mizuki

That can wait!

Just bear with me for a bit longer!

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Mizuki

So, let's head to the mall!!

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Mizuki

Whew! That was so much fun!

And I got in some good shopping♪

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Mafuyu

Did you really need to take that long to pick out a single outfit...?

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Mizuki

Absolutely!

I worked hard for this money, so what I buy's gotta be the cutest thing in the world!

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Mizuki

Because I've regretted not getting certain clothes and stuff in another color before, you know...?! So much so that I wanna go back in time and stop myself from buying those things!

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Mafuyu

Really?

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Mizuki

Anyway, do you feel a little better...?

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Mafuyu

What...?

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Mizuki

I ask because you seem more relaxed now.

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Mafuyu

I do...?

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Mafuyu

Actually, I might be feeling a little better...

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Mizuki

Haha! That's good to hear!

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Mizuki

Whenever it feels like the walls are closing in on you, taking your mind off things by doing something else can help, right?

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Mizuki

In those situations, I always ran towards the things that felt safe and allowed me to relax.

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Mizuki

It's why I felt that you also needed something or somewhere you could run to, Mafuyu.

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Mafuyu

Oh...

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Mafuyu

Is this what you wanted to...?

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Mizuki

Hehe. Sorry...

I thought it'd be best to just do it.

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Mizuki

It's a little different from what you're going through, but the truth is, I also went through a period where I wasn't really allowed to be myself...

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Mafuyu

...

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Mizuki

A lot of things happened while I was in junior high that led to me becoming the subject of everyone's ridicule. I constantly got all these weird looks...

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Mizuki

As rough as that was, watching anime and making videos helped me get through it...

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Mafuyu

But that probably didn't...

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Mizuki

I know. It didn't actually solve anything.

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Mizuki

I went about it pretty aimlessly, and going to school eventually became too much for me. Even the one person I could talk to ended up graduating...

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Mizuki

That made things unbearable.

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Mafuyu

...

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Mizuki

So, I ran from school.

I stopped going.

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Mizuki

At home, I felt safe...

But I still knew deep down that I was running from my problems, which weighed on me a lot...

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Mizuki

However...

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Mizuki

I'm standing here today because I gave myself that time...

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Mafuyu

Because you gave yourself that time...?

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Mizuki

The thing is, Mafuyu...

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Mizuki

I believe that taking on whatever life throws at you takes a lot of energy.

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Mizuki

At the same time, if you can't get away from your problems, they'll just sap away all of your energy until there's nothing left.

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Mizuki

You know what I mean, right?

After suffering through so much pain for so long, you just sorta lose the will to go on...

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Mafuyu

...

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Mizuki

Which is why I believe in order for that not to happen... And to survive...

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Mizuki

It's necessary to have a place where you can run to whenever you need it.

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Mizuki

Obviously, I'm not saying running is the best option since it doesn't actually help solve anything. And it only provides short-term relief...

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Mizuki

But I believe that it's okay to run when you're faced with an unbearable amount of pain and suffering that's going to take your life force away.

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Mizuki

So...

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Mizuki

When you think you've reached your limit, I say run. Get out while you can.

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Mizuki

For your own sake, Mafuyu. You. No one else.

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Mafuyu

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